Calum
23rd March 2007, 14:51
at least let me FINISH before you close my topics.
i had to edit my post short due to a lack of time at my disposal.
i was going to go on to post that the personal reason was that u suffer from asperger's syndrome, which explains how the aggravation goes over the top, i suppose you could call an outburst. i couldn't edit my post to take out the "month" part. I just thought i'd let you know my sort of reason for that crap i did. this is not another plea to be unbanned, i'm just letting you know that sometimes people shouldn't get aggravated so much that they feel they have to say those things to make the original person feel bad. looks like people like me are just to sensitive to these things, and since it is the mildest condition in the autistic spectrum, it seems i am a little more sensitive that i should be. being a fat 15 year old bullied kid doesn#'t help either, but typing that was just pointless.
I just thought i would explain a little about why these things come out of my mind and through my fingers onto your chat logs.
EDIT--------------------
actually 5 minutes later here, i might make another "plea" for an unban.
at exactly this time right now, i would be looking for a server to play on.
Usually, it ends up being one of your servers, since you have the monopoly for that style of gameplay. Why... take someone's fun away just for 2 incidents that should not have happened... there is no long term scarring done, right? i'm sure eveyone who was playing would have forgotten it by now.But i see your point, from your point of view it may happen again, as you gave me that condition before, and i have broken the band of trust once again. What a hopeless case i am. Feel free to close this topic, since you have every right to, and i have no rights to even complain more whatsoever. But it would be nice to have something like... a year's wait. or something like that, as i mature a little.
EDIT again ----------
sorry, just looking back on my post seems to make me change my mind again, but it gives the impression of suckiing up to you. You have every right to ban me. But can i ask a question? can i come back in a couple of years? or a year maybe? In fact, can you look at everything in this post too, but mostly consider the previous question. Thank You.
i had to edit my post short due to a lack of time at my disposal.
i was going to go on to post that the personal reason was that u suffer from asperger's syndrome, which explains how the aggravation goes over the top, i suppose you could call an outburst. i couldn't edit my post to take out the "month" part. I just thought i'd let you know my sort of reason for that crap i did. this is not another plea to be unbanned, i'm just letting you know that sometimes people shouldn't get aggravated so much that they feel they have to say those things to make the original person feel bad. looks like people like me are just to sensitive to these things, and since it is the mildest condition in the autistic spectrum, it seems i am a little more sensitive that i should be. being a fat 15 year old bullied kid doesn#'t help either, but typing that was just pointless.
I just thought i would explain a little about why these things come out of my mind and through my fingers onto your chat logs.
EDIT--------------------
actually 5 minutes later here, i might make another "plea" for an unban.
at exactly this time right now, i would be looking for a server to play on.
Usually, it ends up being one of your servers, since you have the monopoly for that style of gameplay. Why... take someone's fun away just for 2 incidents that should not have happened... there is no long term scarring done, right? i'm sure eveyone who was playing would have forgotten it by now.But i see your point, from your point of view it may happen again, as you gave me that condition before, and i have broken the band of trust once again. What a hopeless case i am. Feel free to close this topic, since you have every right to, and i have no rights to even complain more whatsoever. But it would be nice to have something like... a year's wait. or something like that, as i mature a little.
EDIT again ----------
sorry, just looking back on my post seems to make me change my mind again, but it gives the impression of suckiing up to you. You have every right to ban me. But can i ask a question? can i come back in a couple of years? or a year maybe? In fact, can you look at everything in this post too, but mostly consider the previous question. Thank You.